交托

所好的交托
却总是托不完

我以为我都交托了
后来我才发现
我把烦恼都自己扛了
而且抗的一身病

交托我总是学不会
但我还是深信着

Runaway trip

Has been very thesis-ed all these while
Finally I decided to have a run-a-way trip silently

It's nearby but at least I can leave everything aside 

I has been tortured by  stress for quite a long time 

And now I am still seeking way to release it 

Went Thailand with mum and siblings 

Just a short and quick one 

Very tiring and boring ! 

But it did let me release some stress 

nothing much. 

家

家家有本难念的经
我都是从书本上学来的
那一天   我深深地体会到这句话的意思
虽然是童言童语
但我却感到莫名的痛心
在人看是那么美好的家庭
但   却还是有缺陷
可是同时我也看见爱，包容 和忍耐

我沉默了一阵子
我告诉他说：你要乖！

Another window

Currently busy with my thesis!
This is the one last thing i do to put a full stop to my uni life
It's kind of stressful!
But still have to get things done

Of course there are a lot of obstacles
And I walk through all of them and now i meet another
I guess this time I can solve it as well
It is either 'big solve' or 'small solve'
Things will back into the right track at the end

Windows around seem like shutting
But I am trying hard to open a small window
Hope there is a way out!
No matter is crawl out or climb out
I die die want to leave this place :/

It's additional stress and I see no benefit to me
I try to pretty to be confident so I cut fringe to make me look younger
But when stress come I lose the ability to be pretty
Pimples face, messy fringe, burping all the time
I may look relax but I am actually stress
You need not showing me pity face
A hug or a smile is enough to push me forward :)

漂

我希望可以拥有一艘船
只要一个小船就好了
这样我想几时上岸都可以
因为漫无目的的漂浮真的好无助
这次轮到我了

我。自。由。了

最后一次打卡上班
最后一次按那密码
最后一次做那个位
最后一次站在那边完成任务
最后一次的午餐
最后一次打卡回家

跟大家道别后
就着四个月的实习就结束了每天苦苦的倒数
想不到这天终于来临了
回头一看我太佩服我自己了
我不知道我怎么捱过去
不是说很辛苦可是就是不愿意
我学习领受的远远超越我在学校的四年时间
我很感恩那份耐心的教导，还有讽刺的口语
让我成长不少
接下来更难的事情在等着我
这个结束后就是噩梦的开始
可是人生苦短何必折磨自己呢
你们现在开始可以狂约我了
我也该开始好好策划我的人生

我。自。由。了

Counting down

Woohoo!!! 5 days more to go :D

Can't wait for the day to end 

Lot's of work need to finalize but I'm still happy :)